Sunday, 25 October 2009

kitty's in love

I don't write two posts on my blog's normally but my mind is racing and i write good stuff when it's like this.
My life at the moment is going great, its never been this brill before. I can't believe how I feel About Adz, I never set out to fall for anyone never mind a fellow CF. I've grown to love this guy so much over the last few months, feeling's I thought I'd never have for anyone ever again. I suppose it goes to show when your not looking for love it can suddenly creep up on you and smack you at the back of the head.
I've only ever been in love once before and sadly he was lost to CF. Now I'm finding that I'm in love again for only the second time in my life and I tell you something, it feels fantastic. Itsstrange that Ive found love with yet another CF, maybe cos we understand each others health problems...I don't know.
My life has changed for the better I know that. Year's of relationship's that ended badly and now one Ive only ever dreamt of. It may sound funny but I have to keep pinching myself to make sure I'm not dreaming and that Adz is really with me.
I can dare to think of a future with this guy, others Ive been with there was no chance of doing that. I know whatever the future holds for me and Adz that Ive got a friend for life in him, not just a friend but a best friend, to be honest I can never see my life without him now whether he's my partner or just a friend. But I know he's a very very important person to me and yes I'm in love with him and very proud to say so
Until another time..take care
later gater
xx

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