Woke up late this morning to a horrible drip, drip drip sound. At first it weas panick thinking that the bathroom might have flooded. In my dizzyness of trying to wake up fast and seeing what was making the sound, I got my foot caught in my charger lead for the phone and fell flat on my face.
After recovering from falling over I went in search of the drip. Was very relieved to find that it wasn't the bathroom tap dripping or that the bathroom had flooded but in fact was raining outside and it was nextdoors cuttering that was blocked with leaves and the water was dripping onto our side of the house.
Missing Adz ( Adam) as he's still in hospital. He's having a tough time of it as not only as he got his self to get right but one of his friends is very ill. Cystic fibrosis is a total smeghead at times. We make such close friends who have it then sad stuff happens and their taken from us.
Hopefully I will see Adz soon, I've done so much with him it's been fab. We've been together just over two months and Ive never been as happy as I am with Adz.
I was very pleased with myself yesterday as I got to do my new injection for my anaemia. It took six attempts at getting the needle in and i was getting in abit of a tizwas with it but I got there in the end.
I kinda thought like a dart player in the end and just throw it at my podgy bit of leg( not that I have much podge at the moment). Anyhoo it all went swimmingly as they say , just hope I can do it better next week.......sigh.
I feel alot brighter today although the weather isn't, can't believe how simple thing's get me so God dam tired. Having renal failure aint much fun and Ive started to notice little changes in my health.
I get more tired and need to sleep more, my weights going down although Im eating and the worst thing is the breathlessness. I never got breathless before even with my CF. Looking at me now you would never think I did 13 miles of the London marathon!!!!!!!!
We have a really good gym near to where I live with a huge swimming pool. I think I might join it and at least start swimming again, God know's it won't hurt and maybe it might get me back to my full fitness again but its worth having ago.
I have many ideas's floating around in my kittyworld head, some are practical some are plain nutty but one thing's for sure im never bored.
I like being in kittyworld it feels a happy place its when kittyworld and the real world meet when its not as great but sadly I like many of you have to deal with the real world.
One thing I know for sure after years of feeling alone, Ive found a few good friends who have made my world a better place ( Andy, Nikki, Clive, and another Andy).
The one special person who's made the biggest difference is Adz, think it's because he understands the crap we have to put up with at times with CF and also he's a real good, kind person. After having such a bad time with other relationship's it's so nice to have one that is filled with love , laughter and smiles.... I'm truely blessed.
Think I might post one or two of my stories on here soon, if nothing else it will be make people smile.
Anyhoo that's all for now folks
Later gater
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