I had my hair cut today for the first time in 12 years, it was a little scary to sat the least. I've loved being with Adz and it feel's like Ive been here alot longer than a week. We had a drive out the other night which was great, we went for a long drive home after the film we saw and the sky was filled with stars if only for a short time.
I started to think of patrick and how he would have loved to have seen those stars that night. i'm sure everyone who has lost a loved one will say the same but patrick would have been the brightest star in the sky , for many reason's
We went to sort out flower's for Adz friends funeral on Friday, we chose the colours and hopefully it will look lovely.
Have been making plans for the future and things are looking the best they've been in a while. dare i say I'm quite excited about stuff.
Me and Adz are off to see muse next week( 12th), just hope the tickets are thee when i get home from Adz place.
I'm also going to go and see my Dad as its his birthday( 70th)
All in all I'm very happy. I love Adz with all my heart, I hope he holds up OK on Friday...poor lamb looks lost at times, I feel helpless as I never got to know his friend but I will be as supportive as I can, I sometimes just want to hold him and say its going to be ok but life with CF is never OK really and I can't change that for either of us. Life with the things we have to do and put up with is very difficult, the hardest thing is loosing our friends way to soon before their time.
Love you Adz..always will xx
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