Back home for a few day's

I got back home from Essex yesterday after a very long day. I'm totally shattered. Friday was a very difficult day for many reason's. Adz was looking very pale and tired, it was his friends funeral on Friday and i had stayed an extra day to support him. I'm not sure if I was any help, I mean what the hell do you say to someone who's lost a dear friend.I just held his hand and was quiet for most of the day apart from talking to a few people at the wake afterwards.
The one thing that really stood out on Friday was that Adz friend was very much loved by many people. The flowers that people had taken were beautiful, but the whole thing was beautiful a real tribute to a very special lady.
Later on Friday me and Adz went out with one of his friends but Adz was not really in a happy mood aas you can understand.
Thursday was a fantastic day as we had a day in London after Adz had a review at the hospital. Both of us were tired out tho but it was fun.
I got back around 5pm Saturday totally shattered and not feeling great. My kidneys are being naughty and making me very tired, sick and achey. I went to bed around 11pm and didn't get up till 1.45 pm. Just goes to show Ive worn myself out.
I was very proud of Adz, he's shown strength and love to his friends family and helped them a great deal. I think I'm a very lucky girl to have such a wonderful person in my life.
I'm thinking of going to uni next year to do a degree in Art. I'm not sure if they'll except me but its worth a try. Ive wanted to do a degree for a while but lack of confidance kinda got me.
Anyhoo we shall see.. time for another brew I think LOL
Laters
xxxxx